restless dreams

I’m letting go. I’m letting go of the fact that I get a C in one class. It’s not going to fuck me over…what’s meant to happen will happen. I have a good gpa. One class isn’t going to ruin my life…so why am I so hard on myself? My parents accept it. I’m going to have an amazing life, and one physics grade isn’t going to change it. I need to stop comparing myself to others. I have an awful teacher. Sure, I could have probably tried to get more help, but I didn’t. and I can’t change the past. I only have to study harder. I seriously sound so pathetic right now, but I need to make myself feel better.

Whatever is meant to be, will be.